Post by Happi on Oct 3, 2008 4:40:19 GMT -5
there are some songs (lyrics actually) that I would like to share with you all. Yes, sharing is something hard for me to do. But some of these lyrics are pretty much whats been going on with my emotional and mental state lately.
I forget the name of the song but it's by Gary Numan. It reflects the things that have been happening to me lately at night:
So I close my eyes and drift into sleep,
But somethings here, in the dark looking at me.
It's like a cruel wind crushing my heart
I feel more than I see.
Like a cruel nightmare that I can't believe
Then it touches me and I try to scream,
and a thought tears me inside.
And I would do anything, ANYTHING you understand,
Just to wake up.
Sometimes it almost makes me cry,
sometimes it seem to call my name outloud.
sometimes it feel like I'm alone,
and then it comes for me again.
I'm told it's called be' n reality dreams,
I'm told it's called the great american lie,
I'm told that this is like the vengeance of god,
I can't believe that god would do this to me.
I've known fear many times but nothing like this,
I'm so scared I can't breathe.
I know I'm asleep but I know this is real,
and no one can help me here.
I'm deep inside someting and I might never come back,
and then it was gone.
And then I realized that the rush rolled in,
And I will never see the light again.
Sometimes it almost breaks my heart,
sometimes i swear I hear it laugh at me,
sometimes it feels like i will die,
and then it leaves my dreams again.
Feels like I'm fighting for possession of my soul,
I'm told that this is called the sickness of me,
I've got to cut this sick connection inside,
A word of warning to the weary and wise...
Another is for how I feel in day to day life at times(same artist):
I'm NOT crawling around looking for a friend.
I'm NOT thinking the thing I am.
I'm NOT down on the ground looking for a cure.
I'm NOT saying that I'm the man.
And I'm not asking for your opinion,
I'm not asking for a miracle.
And I'm not asking you to remember me,
Not asking for the ghost to call.
I'M, cold and corrupt looking for a heart.
I'M, tryin to hide my scars.
I"M, talking to you like a shadow in the dark.
I'M, just tryin to survive.
(say my name)
Our god is human emotion,
(Hide thy shame)
Our god is human delusion.
(save my soul. save my soul)
And I'm not asking you for revulsion,
I'm not asking for the sky to mend.
And I'm not asking you for nostalgia,
I'm not asking for the world to end.
And I'm not asking for your opinion,
I'm not asking for a miracle,
and I'm not asking you to remember me,
not asking for the ghost to call.
Yeah, been kinda dark lately. It's okay I get better.
Be good. and if you would like to post the lyrics to songs that have pretty much touched it on the head about how you've been feeling lately, go ahead and post em!
;D
I forget the name of the song but it's by Gary Numan. It reflects the things that have been happening to me lately at night:
So I close my eyes and drift into sleep,
But somethings here, in the dark looking at me.
It's like a cruel wind crushing my heart
I feel more than I see.
Like a cruel nightmare that I can't believe
Then it touches me and I try to scream,
and a thought tears me inside.
And I would do anything, ANYTHING you understand,
Just to wake up.
Sometimes it almost makes me cry,
sometimes it seem to call my name outloud.
sometimes it feel like I'm alone,
and then it comes for me again.
I'm told it's called be' n reality dreams,
I'm told it's called the great american lie,
I'm told that this is like the vengeance of god,
I can't believe that god would do this to me.
I've known fear many times but nothing like this,
I'm so scared I can't breathe.
I know I'm asleep but I know this is real,
and no one can help me here.
I'm deep inside someting and I might never come back,
and then it was gone.
And then I realized that the rush rolled in,
And I will never see the light again.
Sometimes it almost breaks my heart,
sometimes i swear I hear it laugh at me,
sometimes it feels like i will die,
and then it leaves my dreams again.
Feels like I'm fighting for possession of my soul,
I'm told that this is called the sickness of me,
I've got to cut this sick connection inside,
A word of warning to the weary and wise...
Another is for how I feel in day to day life at times(same artist):
I'm NOT crawling around looking for a friend.
I'm NOT thinking the thing I am.
I'm NOT down on the ground looking for a cure.
I'm NOT saying that I'm the man.
And I'm not asking for your opinion,
I'm not asking for a miracle.
And I'm not asking you to remember me,
Not asking for the ghost to call.
I'M, cold and corrupt looking for a heart.
I'M, tryin to hide my scars.
I"M, talking to you like a shadow in the dark.
I'M, just tryin to survive.
(say my name)
Our god is human emotion,
(Hide thy shame)
Our god is human delusion.
(save my soul. save my soul)
And I'm not asking you for revulsion,
I'm not asking for the sky to mend.
And I'm not asking you for nostalgia,
I'm not asking for the world to end.
And I'm not asking for your opinion,
I'm not asking for a miracle,
and I'm not asking you to remember me,
not asking for the ghost to call.
Yeah, been kinda dark lately. It's okay I get better.
Be good. and if you would like to post the lyrics to songs that have pretty much touched it on the head about how you've been feeling lately, go ahead and post em!
;D
